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I’m Not Dead Yet

April 17th, 2006 · 2 Comments

I’m Not Dead Yet
Mike Palmer 2006

It’s a slow death, dying to self; a battle for my soul

I thought love was something I could do

But love was what held You on the cross,

Lord, what I know in my head is not helping me

What I feel in my heart is not empowering me

I am not able to surrender my will for Yours

I cannot stop trying to accomplish

What I envision as righteousness

Nor can I really truly sincerely love anyone, but myself

I know that in order for me to succeed in loving

I must die to myself and allow You to live through me

I have yet to fully understand this process,

Yet I trust it will not be without pain.

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2 responses so far ↓

  • 1 Ellen Thweatt // Jun 30, 2006 at 3:34 am

    Excellent thoughts! I totally relate to “I’m not dead yet”. As you said, I can’t love properly without God’s spirit doing it through me. I must die out to myself to become alive in Him.

  • 2 Ellen Thweatt // Jun 30, 2006 at 3:44 am

    I noticed you are a poet. In the Hebrew and Greek, that means, prophet. So the spirit of prophecy or the office works in you, or both.

    Greek Reference: From a compound of G4253 and G5346; a foreteller (“prophet”); by analogy an inspired speaker; by extension a POET:—prophet.


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